Remembering.....the time......(a poem dedicated to a good friend)

i was sitting......


remembering....the good times that we used to share....


even when we weren't together.......


wherever....we held hands under the moonlight....



kissing under new eternities.....new possibilities....



wondering about new futures with the same reality...



of us forever in a day....



even when u went away.....



i was remembering the bright sunshine from your smile.....



as the sun was shining on your sweet face and mine



next to yours.......bodies one to another....

heart to heart....chest to chest......

loves united.....waiting to be reunited.....

not just for one night..but for the eternity of our beings....

I wake up with your smile.....I sleep with your kiss.....

On my bosom.....on my cheek....letting me know that it's okay.....

And that you'll never leave.....

I remember the times we held hands in long walks....

Talking about our days...good and bad......

And we encouraged each other with "I love you"s......

"It'll be okay"......eating dinner for two like it was for more.....

But we didn't care...the rain didn't scare us away.....it just brought us closer......

Holding each other from the lightening storms and wanting to just sit.....love....

Care for each other......

I remember those times.....and I wish that I could have them over again......

just one more time....

It seems that
just once more
i've lived....to see this pen
stroke this page with openess
to the world.....
to you......
bleeding with my heart on this page
so much that it just might consume u....
to follow me with your heartstrings
and an ear to listen to even my faintest word.....
not slicktalking u like i want to sell you
my soul.....
but trying to make souls happy
with my art
ripping stages apart with my intellect
and respect to those who have encouraged before me
and even those after me.....
with the younger generation at arms length....
i pass them a pen....and tell them to follow their hearts
and write til the pen stops.....
and they look at the mirrors within themselves
and start to speak the truth.....
in the midst of lies
so just one more time.....
i'll leave my heart in my soul's content.....
until the next poem is released from it.....